*Sigh* I feel so depress lately . . .
It's about myself.
I think I've change a lot . .
What I mean is, the way I'm thinking, acting, all of that is totally different now !
It's very hard for me to become a real of myself . .
Sometimes, I don't even know how to describe it . . too complicated I guess.
I've been thinking about this every night before I sleep . .
I feel more depress when I fail to give any idea in a group work . .
" Whatever it is, you as an Illustrator you must give them all ideas that you got !
Share with them ! This is what you should do and they only can work on your ideas !
Just give it to them ! If you cannot produce any idea, how they going to work ?!
I repeat, now you are an Illustrator and you also must keep producing an idea until you die!
Remember that ! "
Huh, I am an Illustrator . . I know that . . .
The problem is, there is nothing in my head right now !
Ya Allah . . why this thing happen to me . .
I hope everything will be just fine . . hopefully . .


























